hey! today's fourth of fourth! 4 april! hihi! i feel super chirpy today! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~i'm outta cash(mega)*sniff i hate that totally but i feel so chirpy today! haha! love mua outfit! mini skirts! super mini! high-heels and a superb sunday! what could be more fabulous? i'm hoping for a fabulous hang-out with my friends(boys and girls) just hope the boys would come...they always say can't on the hang-out day...guess it says
G!RL$ RUL3, B0Y$ DR00L--
hihi no offence! byee!

figuring out my $$ problem

everybody just have to L0V3 shopping and hanging out is just s00 fabulous but running out of $$??!! fashion princess is s00 back out! doing fabulous is s00 expensive $$! all the make-up, outfits, high-heels, acceceries just thinking bout the amount of fabulous $$ we're gonna have to use! so not the drama!
hello?!! fashion princess having serious disadvantage of $$ problem here!! like anyone caring enough to spend some on me? oh well i guess anyone who's caring enough just got back out by $$ problems too *haha
~the shopping life~
>>hang out with friends>>shopping craze>>out if $$>>dreadful saving up-s>>
relaxation foreva is what i totally want! recently i bought a few more magazines for fashion tips and i was like wha t?! hundreds for i totally want them outfits and th0usands for bags!! totally not a reasonable price for! a shirt cost around $20 n all of a sudden it shot up to $200?!! whoa! of a tag! freakish! by the way i was thinking bout going out to the beach.what should i wear? simple. bikini. lovely. i always go for the suitable outfit maybe not always just un-including some
well, see ya!

luv luv magnet~

for this instance...my life is getting Oh.My.Gosh. so freaky sudden jump UP^
i'm starting to get all sudden zzzing! all up to the moon, unlike sum usual bump downs# way down to a big thump! since...i guess march a.k.a. bout earlier a week my life's s big superb love magnet! like its so obvs. totally. saying this might sound really ruby-ish but no lie, TRUE.
speaking bout love i just thought bout something...although i've got some choices but i'm still single...well think its cause i'm waiting for those that are closer to me*wink i'd rather chose those that knows me since longs ago...guess it just makes sense...but here's the pr0b!3m...some of them are really shy...*sigh...i'll just to wait longer than i expect...but most of them are fine...but a little improvement of apperence might be required...*sigh...nothing's perfect..!
SOMEONE or SOMETHING just ANYTHING!! tell them JUST DO IT!
life is sooo unfair sometimes...*sigh

new year's eve

hi! i'm feeling really chirpy today! and i don't really know why...but never mind right? so, today's chinese new year's eve...what should i do? oh yeah, my friend is coming over so, i guess i do have something to do now huh? a few more hours to chinese new year! and than i can wear my new outfits!
i love my life...(not all the time though, but still)
oh my friend's here, so guess i gotta go
~byee~

Happy New Year!!

yay!
its the last day of school!
i love last day of schools!
and i love shopping!!
yay!
and now...just one more day till chinese new year! yippee! why i love chinese new years? cause i get M0N3Y$$ cash cash! and new outfits to wear! yippee!
i'm with my friend~Kaori~tommorow...and guess what not only is chinese new year, its also
Valentine's Day!! muahhxx~
what i love about new years...ahh...
and, by the way,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Black or White

yay!

miss out a few days...
but that doesn't really matter doesn't it?
seven more days till i go celebrate with friends! two more days to countdown till chinese new year! one more day till holiday! yay!
what i really like about chinese new year is cause i get the whole week off and getting some extra outfits would be some option in it...and and some $$
well...what do you guys think? nice huh? i blacken' my blog, which my last colour was rose pink...i guess black just suits my like usual, don't wanna mess up my colour huh. oh, and by the way, my favourite colour is red and black, white suits me too, and the favourite part is, michael's favourite colour is red and black too! go michael!
ok, think i should stop now before this whole blog is covered with michael's name on it...
I LOVE MICHAEL!!!
byee!

best shopping eva!

guess what?
on sunday i went shopping and bought a LOT of things, the car was packed with my things and i had to squeeze in the corner. and since the backsit was the space availeble so i stuffed all my thing at the back and when i've done i totally forgotten that i had to squeeze in with em'...oh boy, u should have seen the scene by than, i totally lost it. i bought about five bags of clothings three bags of CD's and lastly just a pair of shoes(cause' i've run out of M0N3Y). i went for a second turn after i left my things in the car(no one wants to shop carrying nine bags), and guess what? i found extras in the car, well it was for emergency, this !S an 3M3RG3NCY isn't it? but of cause', i came back the second turn with a few bags...2 more outfits including shoes, plus a necklace(a big mickey mouse full of (plastic) diamonds. some the bags was really big and paper, took up a lot of space. as i went home (as usual) my closet was so packed with clothes i had squeeze in(again).
...guess i'm finish, so...
byee~muahhxx*

a teardrop.a dewdrop. a hope.

just imagine...
whispering sound of the soft breeze
leaves dancing around their mother tree
dripping sound of dewdrops through the morning sunshine
sparkling dewdrops lay peacefully across the leaves
awaiting a new day yet to come

beyone their imagination
sigh. doesn't that feel amazing? that is why i like sunday's, just imagine beyone the forest...

its just so lovely.
guess i'm just missing out the time of my life huh? yeah. really am.
but we could never find something like that around here, imaginations are hard to fullfill

when reality,

is a piece of junk
truth.
we see cold hard breeze blowing through.
the forest.

left in just a pure drop of water,
lying on the cold hard leaf that is left,

a teardrop.a dewdrop.a hope.
a combination of all
hopeless

melodies of nature has faded away
the forest left silence
is no longer part of nature

what we have done to nature
slowly taken away

for survival

i want.

to live.

sometimes, life just plain sucks.
i can't belive we're actually doing this but, we have school today...on saturday
perfect. now i've just waste another of my relaxed.internet.shopping day, i'm really having shortage of clothes now and i wasted my whole relaxingsaturday for school.
great. all i have left is sunnysunday for shopping and having four hours of shopping is seriously NOT enough. o well at least i know where all the shops are, that'll make the time longer for me and easier...
...

guess i've finish what i wanted to say so,,
keep reading! luv ya's

for 18feb

figuring out what to wear this sunday, to look more seducing(hahax)
i trying to get all the boys available to the hang-out 18feb at gurney, that means all the boys i know...they better come cuz its gonna be hott^^ okay gotta go byee~muahxx

L.O.V.E

why...
why does it have to be like that...
why better to judge people when we have every right to love them...
why choose hatred when we can love...
why choose take when we can give...
why choose survive when we can live...
why choose violence when we can live in peace...
why...
i want to see the world holding hands for once...
i want to see the world for once...
with no violence...
with no hatred...
with no judgement...
i want to know what it feels like...
to live in a world with blisstering love...
L.O.V.E
let.our.violence.end
god bless us all

lolove::

lolove::
hihi^^ life's good

hey guys! me again(duh)
thanks for reading my blog(anyway) cause i'm not exactly OMG POPULAR so maybe this might be a good start.
some times, things really goes for a DISASTER! some times things goes like WHOOZZ! all over the moon! but than you might just start all over again by falling back on the hard-cold ground where things go WORST than it WAS at first...hate it, but a fact...
but for me, today was almost slightly perfect. why'd i'd say that? cause if today is free-from-prison-aka-school-day than that'll be GREAT! but thats not gonna happen isnt it?
today i went to my friend's house...blahblahblah...wateversoes and whoeversoes it doesn't really matter doesn't it? kay fine to the main event...
I'M GONNA WEAR SOMETHING SPEACIAL WHEN I HANG OUT ON 18 FEB! sweet huh? plus its my new year's outfit! FABULOUSO!...guess i've finish my message huh? so...
BYE!! muahxx!(p/s: why did exactly display his pic??)

Hi!

Hi!
u all know who i am regarding to my profile at my homepage...
but still...Hi! name's estee, hope u guys enjoy reading my blog...
well...think i'm finish now...so...

THANKZ FOR FOR READING~<3